A simple good bye letter

Where do my inspiration come from, you wonder,

Where do I get my strength to sometimes continue?,

How can I still stare at the same thing for hours?,

How can I be blind enough not to see you walking?,

How?, Where?,

When the real question should be, why?,

Why do I leave everytime you come close?,

Why do I hide when I feel you near?,

Why can't you talk to me whenever you are sad?,

And then i ask you,

Shouldn't be time to ask yourself what?

What is that you do that scares me?,

What is it that I feel?,

What's the point?,

Look now and tell me,

Try to answer all these questions,

See me with that grey look of yours,

That look you have when you certainly don't like what's going on,

Tell me there's nothing else to talk about,

Well there are things I might say,

And that blue and cold silence it's the answer,

Do you think I made all this up?,

Do you feel I should have told you this before?,

Do you feel?,

Try to understand me please,

Those worlds you talked about, my constant numbling,

This eternal imagination, this universe I'm in,

This fiction I made to run away,

That selfish feeling that teared us apart,

Don't you think you have something to do with it?,

How selfish must I been, that you left with no notice,

That you left me alone in bed,

As a mother leaves her child in desperation,

As a train leaves the station,

As a drowning hand slips away in the ocean,

And you claim now atention,

You come back to my door looking for answers,

You found yourself alone in that world,

And hold on to the only thing once made you smile,

Finally you learned, you can't own the world,

And I hope you figuerd why is that,

I hope you saw that it can't be yours because you have to share,

And that might answer some of the questions I made,

So don't come crying at this tired soul,

Craving for forgivness,

You know I will, But please let me fly away, let me sink into my world,

This ship has sailed away,

It was love what made me go, and it's love what makes you come around,

And I wish I could have love to answer this,

I'm no longer here, and please don't cry,

You would flood the sea i'm sailng,

You would make me cry,

So then why is it that I run away?,

Why is it that I escape?,

Simple my dear, because you wheren't willing to come with me,

Goob bye my love, I hope you understand.

Sombra

Sin querer tropeze con mi sombra,
Y miro el cielo buscando una respuesta,
Pienso, si el aire se hiciera mas denso,
Si tuviese mas fuerza en mis manos.

Mas bajo aun, estaba esperandome,
Con los brazos abiertos, mi alma,
Mi poesia, mi musa, mi sombra,
¿Quien podria resistirse a caer?.

Y si me encontrara despierto de noche,
¿Me buscarias para dormirme?,
Hay veces que no entiendo que hago,
Hay veces que no te puedo encontrar.

Entonces busco mi alma,
Quiero tener este espejo frente mio siempre,
Para reflejarme y ver siempre quien soy,
Porque detras mio esta siempre mi sombra.

Siento que voy a volver a tropezar,
Y mojarme con esa lluvia incesante,
Que pega directo en mis ojos abiertos,
Cegandome, guiandome solo con tu sombra.

Quiero inspirarme y escribir algo increible,
Te veo mi musa ahi parada, en movimiento,
Creando figuras con tu sombra,
Solo para mostrarme que estoy vivo.

Y ahora se que no volvere a tropezar,
Se que no voy a quedar ciego otra vez,
Que no voy a dejar de correr,
Siempre que mi sombra este detras mio.

Dispare to dispare

It's so fragil, so damn fragil,
Human mind of course,
It takes only a depression,
Just an accward moment,
To crush and twist our minds.

With only a tiwst and turn,
Of what it's conventional,
I can throw years of meditation,
I can judge what you belive in,
And make you hate what you loved.

So now this gives us a new persective,
We drive ourselves from dispare to dispare,
Looking for new impressions,
"Learning from the experience,
Making our mind stronger".

And still can't realize and see,
That we are not becoming any stronger,
Pleadging someone for forgivness,
Justifying our change on beliefs,
That are renewed within a morning problem.

We fall of the staircase to infity,
Missing steps, looking the easy way out,
What is to be of our spirituallity?,
How can we justify this divine soul?
How can we tell her we're not going to be eternal?.

And I wonder my friend, How will you deal with death?
You will run to the arms of inevitability,
Start a new perspective,
Forget your infinity under a human based concept of life,
And accept that we're not eternal, just passing by.

I tell you my friend, death is just the beggining,
It's the door your soul couldn't open,
Not the ending light, but the first step towards eternity,
Trust your soul and follow the random,
So that when death comes to your door, the light will show you infinity.